Currently Playing Catalyst By New Found Glory see related

- All Downhill From Here

i'm finally gone from here but i'll still go visit your sites aight?...cuz it's hard to let go of yous guys...here's my new blog

www.tabulas.com/~teejaholer

c'ya guys

phew....i'm back...for pete's sake i'm friggin back...i've been busy....now now..don't look at me and think i'm supposed to be sitting round here in the house all day and doing nothing...that ain't gonna happen dudes...went for this 3 day, 2 night camp thing and i'll be postin some pics uf soon enough...but before that let's talk bout wut's been happenin'..i've gone darker cuz i went for camp and beach for 3 consecutive days and that's not good news for me...it may be for you guys but it ain't for me...i like my pale look...spit at me all you want but i love being pale...it's just how i like it...my bdays coming and i don't need to tell you guys since most of you guys don't relle have tyme to read this...let's just say it's in june...the numbers not important cuz..just cuz..

anyways here are the pics...i'll write some comments underneath each photo that pops up...hmm..seems like it's still under construction..oncei find a way to get it thru here..just maybe i'll post em...til then..i guess..@__@

Hey guys...no one seems to be visiting anymore..and that's kewl..no pressure...not that i care anyways...just nice to see people droppin by...today my grandparents came by and had a long talk with my parents, there my grandfather again..sayin how he's gonna die any second and how he's gonna meet his long lost relatives in heaven..to tell you the truth..i don't relle know much bout him...cuz i'm an english speaker and he's a native filipino speaker..and..*sigh*...he's a brave fella..he used to be commander of war..the second world war...and he's not afraid to see death face to face cuz he's always been ready for it anytyme...brave...wanted to know wut he did during the war...did he kill anyone?...did he lost a friend or wut?..dunno...total blank..and my grandma...she's 76 and she's an healthy as i am right now...anyways just wanted to write down the stuff i was feeling today..why the hell should we die anyways?..ah heck it's our destiny and we can't change that...not fate...but destiny...it's gonna happen to everyone..we just gonna be ready for it anytyme...

It's 1:56am right now and in 5 hours i'll be waking up to get ready to go to the vocational training thing i was telling y'all bout..i can't sleep cuz i just woke up...can't expect too much from what i'm gonna do but i hope i meet some pretty kewl people there...hopefully...just thought i'd drop by a bit of a message here...jimmy eat world rocks...i heard their songs before but i never knew their band's name...now i do and they rock...

c'ya soon
teej

Currently Playing Fly Or Die By N.E.R.D. see related

- jump feat. joel and benji combs madden

Uh ok.....i'm here again and thank goodness for that...so dudes and dudettes...want updates on teej?...or throw shit at me?....it's all right in here...so...let's see...i buying stuff...i got me a swatch watch with a skull inside of it, i bought N.E.R.D's CD..and guess wut guys...joel and benj are singing in one of the songs...and it's one hella of a good song...different but you can still feel that GC vibe in there somewhere...i guess i'm a lil spoiled when it comes to materialistic stuffs...but man...i've never in my life have been so bored like this..oh yeh...to stifle the boredom, i went and joined this vocational training facility...some sort of programme or stuff to train you for work...like school but better..hopefully...and i'll get to meet new people...and that's always a good thing...well..depending if they're assholes or somethin...let's hope the people i meet aren't...

and one of my best friends came back...finally..now i got someone to talk to and someone to hang out with...c'ya

Currently Playing Take off Your Pants and Jacket By blink-182 see related

- online song

That's wut i like about people that post questions...i get to copy them and do something in xanga..and everyone wants to know bout teej anyways..who doesn't?...sheesh..talk bout modesty...

THE LOWDOWN {name} Raymond Benoza "teej" {born} June, 19, 1986 {lives} Hong Kong {eyes} Dark brown {hair}Currently dark red with blonde highlights {height} 5.6..and shrinking.. LAST TIME YOU... {had a nightmare}..forgot... {ate} uh..mcdonalds..corn pie...  {exercised} 2 weeks ago...or more..forgot... {dyed your hair} a month or so... {brushed your hair} too short to brush...use my hands to fix it..and gel.. {washed your hair} today... {checked your e-mail} yesterday..with 50 emails...unchecked.. {cried} forgot..but it was somethin immature and stupid.. {called someone} today...best buddy...mike {went to the mall} uh...2 weeks ago... {giggled} uh...don't seem to that... {smiled} today..forgot bout what though.. DO YOU... {smoke} naw..relle naw... {do drugs} naw...seriously naw.. {drink} yuh huh..ciders and light beers..but not too often..only parties{cheat} uh..in video games and exams...and i can't cheat..never had one to cheat with..and besides i won't.. {have sex} naw..but i had a dream though.. {sleep with stuffed animals}when i was a pee wee kid...and jack just seems to be by my side when i wake up..dunno how it got there... {have a boyfriend/girlfriend} nope..but sorta workin on it.. {have a dream that keeps coming back} nuh huh... {play an instrument} nope..but i can use my voice...sorta.. {read the newspaper} yea...when it's worth reading...like the front page or somethin..  {like the taste of alcohol} cider alcohol yeh...wait..maybe that was vodka...whatever {pray} yuh huh..course... {go to church} yuh huh..every sunday and all those important days like xmas... {have any pets} nuh huh...i want one though..and i'd name it squishy... {wear hats} naw...hats don't match my head.. {have an obsession} music, mostly punk and rock and some metal..{have a secret crush} can't say i have even though i do...tired of the same ol heart breakin experience... {collect anything} CDs...none fake.. {like your handwriting} dunno..dun care..it's just handwriting.. {have any bad habits} shake my leg... {believe in witches} nada.. {believe in ghosts} umm nope.. {steal} you wish... CURRENT... {clothes}gothic baby tee with checkered shorts.. {mood} light headed and whatever {music} blink 182... {hair} plain {annoyance}life sometymes and sometymes family members that critisize {smell} vanilla or custard {fingernail color} black {favorite celebrity} uh..missy elliot?..oh beyonce...she's hot.. {date} December 25th... LAST PERSON... {you talked to} mom, best buddy on the phone... {u hugged} my pillow...drooled on it too {instant messaged} javier {yelled at} mom or baby nephew..forgot.. {you kissed} my best dudette kathy {looked at} my mom.. {you called} mike FAVORITE... {color} green and black {cd} take off your pants and jacket, enema of the state and self titled blink 182...all rocked...all punk is my fav... {candy} coffee bars...keeps me awake... {animal} doggies... {tv show} mtv's room raiders, all that, {ice cream} plain vanilla, banana, coffee... {radio station} dun listen to the radio..to be more specific..i dun got one... {computer game} PS2, with all the final fantasy games...i mean all.. {cartoon} nightmare before xmas, samurai jack, spongebob square ass, keeps goin...